a bit better?

Yeah...so, last Wednesday, he basically started freaking out, telling me that he loved me over my best friend, and then he started talking about committing suicide to get out of the picture, and I spent about a full hour talking him out of it. Oh, the stress. I never wanted to win his heart, but now he says he's got to go, get out of our lives, never talk to us again...
I'm not sure what my reaction should be, but all I can say now is good riddance...
If someone makes me cry, then that person is not worth my tears.
I'm over him, I'm not going to ever speak of him again, and if I'm going to let the small portion of my heart that loves him basically just die...I will not nurture or encourage the love for him. He didn't even give it a chance, to see what might have been with me...
Screw him.
May he live happily ever after, and may his dreams he spoke of never come true. I hope that he will change for the better, because the world has more than enough people like him...
Goodbye, my dear. What once I cried for, now I have lost, and now my heart is faintly bruised but beating strong without him.
I made it through my first broken heart...I can survive anything.