I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
[/SIZE]Artist: Nickel Creek
Song: Deep in the heart of texas
Album: Little Cowpoke The stars at night are big and bright
Deep in the heart of Texas
The prairie sky is wide and high
Deep in the heart of Texas
The sage in bloom is like perfume
Deep in the heart of Texas
Reminds me of the one that I love
Deep in the heart of Texas
The coyotes wail along the trail
Deep in the heart of Texas
The rabbits rush around the brush
Deep in the heart of Texas
The cowboys cry, "Ki yippee yi!"
Deep in the heart of Texas
The dogies bawl and bawl and bawl
Deep in the heart of Texas
The stars at night are big and bright
Deep in the heart of Texas
The prairie sky is wide and high
Deep in the heart of Texas
[SIZE=5]Simple Plan[/SIZE]
[SIZE=5]Welcome to my life [/SIZE]
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy
But I’m not gonna be okay!
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like
What it’s like!
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
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[SIZE=4]NEW WAY TO BE HUMAN by Switchfoot[/SIZE]
Everday it's the same thing
Another trend has begun
Hey kids, this might be the one
It's a race to be noticed
And it's leaving us numb
Hey kids, we can't be the ones
With all of our fashion
We're still incomplete
The God of redemption
Could break our routine
There's a new way to be human
It's nothing we've ever been
There's a new way to be human
New way to be human
And where is our inspiration?
When all the heroes are are gone
Hey kids, could we be the ones?
'Cause nobody's famous
And nobody's fine
We all need forgiveness
We're longing inside
There's a new way to be human
It's nothing we've ever been
There's a new way to be human
It's spreading under my skin
There's a new way to be human
Where divinity blends
With a new way to be human
New way to be human
You're throwing your love across
my impossible space
You've created me
Take me out of me into...
A new way to be human
To a new way to be human
You're a new way to be human
Where my humanity bends
To a new way to be human
Redemption begins
You're a new way to be human
You're the only way to be human
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One of my all time favorite songs by this band...
[SIZE=4]IT WAS YOU by 12 Stones[/SIZE]
[SIZE=2]It was you
That showed me who I am
And taught me how to stand
For what I know is real
I was sick of all the pain
Tired of all the shame that I felt
But you showed me a way
To never have a doubt
And always to believe in myself
Now I see
It was you
That showed me who I am
And taught me how to stand
For what I know is real
Now I'm breathin' for the first time
And I'm leavin', all this behind
I've become, what I am because of you
It was you
I'm so sorry 'bout the ways
I can't take away my past
But you love me anyway
And now I wanna do
Everything for you that I can
Even though it won't erase
The foolish things that I've done
Things that blinded me
But now I see
It was you
That showed me who I am
And taught me how to stand
For what I know is real
Now I'm breathin' for the first time
And I'm leavin', all this behind
And taught me how to stand
For what I know is real
So how can I make this up to you
I'll fight and I'll push and I'll strive[/SIZE] [SIZE=2]Now that I'm living my life for you[/SIZE] [SIZE=2]I'll fight and I'll push and I'll strive
Can't you see
It was you
That showed me who I am
And taught me how to stand
For what I know is real
Now I'm breathin' for the first time
And I'm leavin', all this behind
I've become, what I am because of you
I can see the writing on the wall
As time begins to crawl away from me
And I've become what I am
Because of you
It was you[/SIZE]
Mama, we all go to hell.
Mama, we all go to hell.
I'm writing this letter and wishing you well,
Mama, we all go to hell.
Oh, well, now,
Mama, we're all gonna die.
Mama, we're all gonna die.
Stop asking me questions, I'd hate to see you cry,
Mama, we're all gonna die.
And when we go don't blame us, yeah.
We'll let the fires just bathe us, yeah.
You made us, oh, so famous.
We'll never let you go.
And when you go don't return to me my love.
Mama, we're all full of lies.
Mama, we're meant for the flies.
And right now they're building a coffin your size,
Mama, we're all full of lies.
Well Mother, what the war did to my legs and to my tongue,
You should've raised a baby girl,
I should've been a better son.
If you could coddle the infection
They can amputate at once.
You should've been,
I could have been a better son.
And when we go don't blame us, yeah.
We'll let the fires just bathe us, yeah.
You made us, oh, so famous.
We'll never let you go.
She said: "You ain't no son of mine
For what you've done they're gonna find
A place for you
And just you mind your manners when you go.
And when you go, don't return to me, my love."
That's right.
Mama, we all go to hell.
Mama, we all go to hell.
It's really quite pleasant
Except for the smell,
Mama, we all go to hell.
[Liza Minelli:] And if you would call me your sweetheart,
I'd maybe then sing you a song
[Gerard Way:] But there's **** that I've done with this **** of a gun,
You would cry out your eyes all along.
We're damned after all.
Through fortune and flame we fall.
And if you can stay then I'll show you the way,
To return from the ashes you call.
We all carry on (We all carry on)
When our brothers in arms are gone (When our brothers in arms are gone)
So raise your glass high
For tomorrow we die,
And return from the ashes you call.
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[SIZE=4]NO WAY BACK by Foo Fighters[/SIZE]
[SIZE=3]Lately, I've been
Livin' in my head
The rest of me is dead
I'm dying for truth.
Make me, believe
No more left and right
Come on take my side
I'm fightin' for you!
I'm fightin' for you!
Pleased to meet you. Take my hand.
There is no way back from here
Pleased to meet you. Say your prayers.
There is no way back from here
But I don't care...
No way back from here.
Wake me, I'm ready
Somethin' don't seem right
I was dreamin'
I was talkin' to you
Memory, mend me
No one's seen my share
Things I can't repair
I'm breakin' to you!
I'm breakin' to you!
Pleased to meet you. Take my hand.
There is no way back from here
Pleased to meet you. Say your prayers.
There is no way back from here
But I don't care...
No way back from here
[/SIZE]
[SIZE=3]Pleased to meet you. Take my hand.
There is no way back from here
Pleased to meet you. Say your prayers.
There is no way back from here
But I don't care...
No way back from here[/SIZE]
[SIZE=4]~WHAT I SHOULD HAVE LEARNED IN STUDY HALL~[/SIZE] [SIZE=4]ICE NINE KILLS[/SIZE]
Well I waited till you packed your bags
I took a picture and hoped it would last with you
All the way through the times you and I couldn’t have
Now I know that it shouldn’t be this hard
But you’ve moved yourself so damn far
And I won’t suffice when there’s two-thousand miles to drive
I’m thinking it over
Thinking about all the days and nights
We would spend laughing are you happy
In Colorado with the mountains
Did you like them did you find what you’re looking for
Cause I’m still searching for the life we were living before
You seem so young and so full of life
While I’m getting older with each hopeless night
You’re still always on my mind
Are we through this time
Well angels should ask you what you’re doing with me
I’m an apple who slipped too far from the tree
But I’m learning to rot away silently
While you grow into something more promising
And now we’ve got these God damn words that me nothing
When I can’t see your face or have your body for touching
And everything I eat taste like you
What are you trying to prove
In Colorado with the mountains
Did you like them did you find what you’re looking for
Cause I’m still searching for the life we were living before
And if I dropped everything and booked a flight
From Logan to Denver then my plan would crash that night
Cause the odds are against us so all bets are off
Just know you meant more than I ever could want
I'm giving up
Please give me one more time
If just for one more night
Then I'll be happy to walk away
You could put on that dress you know I love
Taking your time zipping it up
You always knew what I liked
The could base movie on our lust
But somehow they wouldn't suffice
So just take your time
You got moves and you use them
And I got pictures to prove them
And every night I lie awake
I think of everything I wish I said
I'm sure you're BURNING every note I ever sent
But I'll find you in Colorado...
On candystripe legs the spiderman comes
Softly through the shadow of the evening sun
Stealing past the windows of the blissfully dead
Looking for the victim shivering in bed
Searching out fear in the gathering gloom and
Suddenly!
A movement in the corner of the room!
And there is nothing I can do when I realise with fright
That the spiderman is having me for dinner tonight!
Quietly he laughs and shaking his head
Creeps closer now
Closer to the foot of the bed
And softer than shadow and quicker than flies
His arms are around me and his tongue in my eyes
"Be still, be calm, be quiet now, my precious boy
Don't struggle like that or I will only love you more
But it's much too late to get away or turn on the light
The spiderman is having you for dinner tonight!"
And I feel like I'm being eaten
By a thousand million shivering furry holes
And I know that in the morning I will wake up
In the shivering cold
And the spiderman is always hungry...
Handsome
Tender
Soft
Why do you look right through me
thinking
"No"
I can't deny my feelings
Growing strong
I try to keep believing
dreaming on
And every time I see you
I crave more
I wanna pull you closer
closer
closer
closer
but you leave me feeling frozen
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I can be
all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
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Apologies, might-have-been's
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can't erase what I feel
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Choking
Back emotion
I try to keep on hoping
for a way;
a reason for us both to
come in
close
I long for you to hold me
like your boyfriend does
and though my dream is
slowly fading
I wanna be the object
object
object
object
of your passion but it's hopeless
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I can be
all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
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Apologies, might-have-been's
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can't erase what I feel
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I can be
all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
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Apologies, might-have-been's
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can't erase what I feel
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I can be
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stay with me
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Apologies, might-have-been's
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can't erase what I feel
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I can be
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Won't you please
stay with me
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Apologies, might-have-been's
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can't erase what I feel
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